sooooo tired work from lyk 11-8 with fionA till 3 so basically was dead bored n tired from then!so pd off i hate work now! n 6am tomoz..AND we got a bizness test tomoz.....omg got exam timetable alredyy!

so cannot remember what i did all this week? friday : went aquatic cntre with fiona n charlotte - who didnt bring swimmers lol *peer pressured to go*..yep this is our stupid attempt to get healthy..which did not work! caught two trains. at lidcome stn..tlkd to about 3 randoms on the street then BAHAHAH kenneth (fionaz ex) rang her and in the background..fiona "oh hi kenneth.." us: "Ba HA HA HA" the poor boy

then went swimming, supposed to do laps..HAH went slide n whirlpool - cuteguyscuteguys charlotte got told off about 3 times for wearing my cotton-bacteriacarrying-element singlet LOL poolguards are so scary

then went bw for dinner at belloz..met ben! he's nice! him n her SO CUTE! im so tireddd

omgomg i lovvvvvvveeeee my oroton wallet! ahahazz *listening to public affair - jessican simpson..d catchiesst song! eva longorias in the filmclip for sum reason? steph got a haircut! LOL can't wait to see it 

thursday..omg me fiona charlotte all walked home from school..*died* fiona d fatass made us hold all her crap and STILL she complained about being tired n needing to pee! walked up homebush road, aww went stratty park and *did it* with the see saw..lolz *harder.....! then walked up to work..supposed to traain nico out the front but whatever he knew wat to do

friday - davidz bday! happy 18th! after cooking duxelles *yummzz - onion mushrooms parsley in baked breadcases...soo good. it was jeans for genes day...so school was in mufti lol kristay *are there ne emoz in here...WHY ARE U SO SAD?? so cold, we stayed in a room *for the first time EVER, we are so loyal to our WW art block space on the GROUND, bn sitting there since lyk yr 8!

newayz after went ct with fiona, was sposed to take charlotte to meet andrew *OOOOOOOHHH sum1z got a DATE on their nickname NOW ahaha* but she was lyk totally fine so me n fionkz went QVB...SHOPPING...*loves it* got a sweater, AND MY SXC OROTON WALLET! ahah myer was having a massive shoe sale so literally stayed there for lyk two hours..then went to the other side and tried on hats, scarves, gloves LOL stupid fiona wouldnt let me get that bag..so pretty $40 ONLY

thens went stratty n sam took us to rhodes ..GOLD CLASS. omaagohhh its lyk the best. k drive there, nico in front perving on the chick from slinkee minx who does not look lyk marcelle! eddy me fiona in back. got to rhodes, met with james.s adam n luke and they ate..went coles lollies food..got tix for the SENTINEL..(kiefer, eva longoria, mykal douglas - good movie i DIDNT fall asleep, just about US secret service - assasins etc..evaz gorjuzz)

wells movie started late so sat in the really classy lounge bashing luke, putting popcorn off the floor into eddyz box (omg unlimited popcorn and drinks) and getting the fast food stuck in my bra..and eating it! no jk lolz..then we actually got shown to our seats..*wow* lol the chairs are maddd lyk recliners man...its got that leg thing so u can put ur feet up and sleep. apparantly adam made luke cry by kicking him in the nuts..lol then sam took us home (sams the spokesperson for VERSACE now) ahaha in the back with luke he's sucha idiottt

todayzz - went bw with eddy n hayden to get davidz prezzie..for the record hayden owes me $39.95 ..rounded up to $50 (interest n all)..then went back eddyz in his garage for lyk 2 hrs doing nothing. except for getting hit with a soccer ball and aww love eddyz lizarddzzz! then more boys came oh just a bit outnumbered lyk 1 to 10 so hell i left...thats about it.!

omg omg so hard to type LOLz! wells after school, was supposed to get david a prezzie but i didnt know nails were gona take lyk yonks! charlotte got hers done too, but just a BORING manicure! jk jk went hungry jackz after - hiii emily!!!

okz monday was iceskattinnnnggg! so much fun...whole group except for steph=( but yehs didnt fall, ahaha stupid s.a.c lil boys - me n fiona followed one and moved around sif we were gona fall to scare the him AHHAHA!

tuesday - after school, it was booserns/sui's 4mnths, and fiona wanted to go out with BEN! (ooohhh LOL) so at break omg man fiona was full stressing about calling him! so i did n was lyk *yeh howareya - go out with fiona today..LOL*  n yehs so went stratty ate lunch at lush** healthy food store..omg yoghurt there sooo good! sat chatted with manasi, steph left, so it was me mich fiona..then trained to central

i wanted to go circular quay to check out work placemnt ..restaurant..so at central we were looking out the window to see where the train goes..we ob couldnt see a thing! but then we heard *goes to...blah blah circualr quay* so we stayed on..then a few  mins later..we realised we were on the bloddy harbor bridge going chatzwood! n im lyk "omg why are we on the bridge.." *Sighs* lolso got off at milson's point and back to central..

then went k2- lol susan n bui came later and me n fiona sang *i dun wanna miss a thing* for them AHHAHA they LOVEDDD it!! oooh saw ben for the first time! ahaha but had to go! train back was hilarious!!

i knew ivan (cutie on bus whoz lyk popular naoz! whatever!!ahaha im sucha stalker) catches a train back n i saw one of his friends and made michelle come with me to search for him! we travelled about 7 carriages looking up and down!ahaha the first one was hilarious - went out (omg so scary btwn the carriages) and back in..the same one! so had to look a little less weird and pretended to be on the fone going "soo where are u guys?" and omg my bag got caught on the door! michelle blodddyyy left ME! n i lyk tripped on the stairs in the nxt carriage..n one we jumped out at bw ran into another one..and never found him! *aww ahaha

then had a maccas meeting which was pointless really..geez man get over the boob thing effing piss me off *pms-y atm* well i got chem hw done? thats about it..FIONA N BEN o1o8O6

**watching lord of the rings on tv…ahah jst woke up.**

immm soo tired! my family went to church without me becoz I was asleep! at 5pm! ahah steph beat that. *attempting to do chem atm. but sidetracked*..woops havnt blogged since lyk Monday..

tues n wed ..nm cos I don’t remember if we did nething? prob went to go eat or sumthing! lolz I remember Thursday was lyk work…had to train nico fucking andre tries to piss me off BUT really im soooo nawwwttt! omg walked to work from the boulevarde that day…*DIED* singing the theme from Indiana jones!LOL got maths test back just passed *yay no *failing*note! and eng..woohoo highest in class! (LMAO me n charlotte didn’t finish the novel)

Friday – the lakehouse…evryones against it, but it was sweet! me michelle charlotte went banx, on my bus LOL the cbc cuties nxt to us..and ahaaaha *pie count* (hb dude) sooo not cute..newayz back to the movie..u have to pay attn OR u wont get it *glares at mich and charlotte!* its so cuteeeee I full pinched charlotte when they finally met at the end! he lyk waited 2 yrs for her! n omg so sad when she got stood up!! ok ill shutup now!

sat – umm MICHELLE was supposed to come fete with me but NO. Fiona was supposed to not work! stupid sam didn’t find ne1! *grxxxxx* newayz went with Ashleigh ..walked her house..her mums so nice!! (and her rooms so messy!lolz) then walked up to fete, saw all them cbf mentioning names…ivan was there! so cute we’re okay naozzz!! girls from school came!- catty *happy 14^th  bday!! lol baby =P and saw fumi sam n nat, kat and Amanda, JASMINEEEE!! – heaps of younger girls frm our school. never bn to a fete before..so yeah it was cute had all these rides..and food, it was more of a ssps reunion but met a few new ppl and had fun..ahaha stupid sizzler gave me a rash! and my top is not ripped! hayden *winkwink* so cutee won candles which I so tried lighting them they did not float! AND the box gave me this massive scratch on my arm! *evil.. well ended up buying a prezzie for steph..which broke, and food and I have no idea where the rest of my money went! *glares at eddie david hayden*

ok after went eddyz house – watched texas chainsaw, omg lizard so cuttteee! they keep hogging it..and then park, then work..till 930..died! then work from 6-11..so dead tired woke up at lyk 1.21 am and couldn’t sleep! shoulda msgd steph with all the random words she never says –fuckchickbitchfuckingshitDELAYEDlazycrap! lolz omg so tired that’s enough for today! bussing to school tomoz! yay..cos of u know who! and ice skating..!

**so what-ciara ft fieldMOB**

wellz finally religions handed in- bloddy 15 pg (or in tanitaz case ..27 PGE major..) gosh nets capped atm! umm weekend was same old work work today in hospitality - omg got workplacement forms! *wooots* so excited i so want a job there! me n steph are going to *city extra* at circular quay on the last week of school so we probs have no work to catch up on cos the nxt term we gon b in yr 12! *omg so scarryy* bizness was funny we dont get ne work done, just all talk to ms about nething..i do my work tho *glares at steph* lolz! i lOVE steph cos shes in 3 of my classes and she alwayz takes home my books *personal - walking/talking - locker!* lolz *mmmwwuuaahhhsss*

sportt was funnnn! we did ice skating lol michelles lil sis so funny! shes so good at iceskating! well i suck and fiona stacked it ahaha prob cos of me! n there were these azn guyz there who kept showing off and that black jacket dud full stacked it, and the whole school laughed lyk crazzyyy! all u do is go around the rink about 50 times, but no micheelllee wouldnt join the conga line with those leehom dudes!! afterwards went stratty - me fiona michelle (family) ate family sized wedges at cc'z stratty..omg yummzzz *getz stolen maccas ketchup out lol* and we didnt finish it, so we gave sh*tloads to manal, and then fiona jess and evonne came n ate it lol *seagulls* \

i was supposed to catch the 4.10 bus *ivan!ahahah umm but mum called picked me up from stratty n went shopping at stratty then chullora.. i got creditt! im so gona b cheap n not use it...*lol ima go use icQ--- haha freee sms! suckerss... yay free last pd tomoz...shopping!

ooh oh-im not missing you-mmmm
been through just about everything
that i could go through when it comes to relationships
dont know what i was missing or why i aint listen
when i told myself that was it
but here i go hurt again cause
of my curiosity now that its over
what else could it be
besides a cheat
i made a promise
never to settle (why didnt i keep it)
cos i needed the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around
but im not missing u
im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u
its a shame in a way
cos i feel that i may not
ever fine the right one for me
did i leave him this year
i didnt find a face oh
will my true love ever be
how could i go on a search again
when i know what the end will be
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me
i made a promise
never to settle (why didnt i keep it)
cos i needed the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around
but im not missing u
im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u
no i cant be with u cos
im scared felt like i was falling when u left me
i cant keep going through life
unaware of what im missing
or the person that i could be
loves good when its right
bad when its left
in ur memory all the time anytime
i guess love will be nice for someone
this is life
im not missing u
im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u
im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
(knocking at my door)
u mighta had me open (ay oh)
but i must be goin because
(this is the best day of my life)
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u

omg was so looking forward to this day, but food wasnt AS good as expected..but the tour guide..*woohoo* no jkjk lol (stepz back cos of charlotte)

k morning (noIVAN!) bussed to stratty, gjz with viv nadine n janine, then the rest of the girls came, we had to get our tix to the ct ourselves..n there was this MASSIVE line! so pushed in with fionaz sis...n then jono! ahahah ppl bhind got so pd awf but whatever! newayz then all missed a train (this was about 50 girls) ..waited for lyk ages while fiona did the *shopping trolley..do the shopping trolley! n then *the water sprinkler *sighs* if u know what ima tlkn bout! then we made up heaps lyk *do the charlotte, do the michelle* *sighs* ...trained to st JAMMMESSSSS n scared lookalike ronan keating on the train LOLZ and then walked to centrepoint towerrrr...

from there we all got a tourguide and a worksheet to complete, our one was *danny* aw he was cute man!! hence me n fiona answering all the questions...AHAHA went down to the carpark (yes very exciting) and then the kitchen ..omg liquor room haha..*locked*..n danny told us all about his life (cutie) and aw didnt get a foto of himmm!!

then screw the tour...went up to the BUFFET! *check out the fotoz* its the 360* view of the gorjj sydney ct.. and yehs the windows obviously dont move, just the floor of the dining and yeh the food bit stayed. umm yeh had lyk 2 courses (entree inc.) and dessert, well u could go back as many times as u wanted (MICHELLE n her bloddy oysters n later chips n nuggets..we ate all that newayz!) and yehs steph wenttt hommmee! so me fiona mich charlotte went SHOPPING and new kareoke place *omg $4 instead of $5!!**

first went david jones (geez man we didnt know there was a whole area for men and a sep. one for women!) n i wanted a new wallet *winkwinknudgenudge* lyk a pretty branded one! lyk orotonfendichristiandior! they had to be lyk $300..tah geez man! n then went makeup charlotte wanted foundation so she got a makeover (omg sif ur gona get $65 foundation!)

then shopping..mooks! n oh *sugarfix* yumm chockiess!got a bag for lyk $25..bargain..and then k2 was full, so went gr33n8ox.. which is same thing but cheaper!n newer songs...so yeh! so going that one naozzz!! n ahaha sang our lil hearts out...apparantly me n fiona do not need mics! fine! lol michz and charlottes one was louder newayzz! n yehs trained home *raced for the word jumbles in the mx..isnt solair and pepict words now?

wells first day back, (urgh chem 1st pd) but newayz its good to see the group as we NEVER WENT OUT ONCE! but yeah same old same old, breaks chatted and ate fionaz food, and planned what we gona do after school (as we never go home! well me n fiona) ummz yeh so off at 1, went stratty then bw just to get 10% off gjz hahaha n ended up going shopping spending lyk $70? not bad..omg got 4 things yesterday for under $50! (clothing - u can never have too much)

wells i should be doing relO-dpth study..urghh i can see charlottes doing it now!!grxxx im gona chat so she wont do it! lolz (sshhh) umm i just came back from a crewtrainers meeting i so totally forgot was on, so said i was at the *library* n was gona b oh just a bit late! so from home went back to maccas..so cold, n yehs maccas getting so serious nowz! i want my retail II cert.! (omg how ugg is ivan (bus) now ahaha im sucha stalker...fiona so killing u for screaming his name)

newayz got ben to drive me home (as well as tom, laura, lyndah lolz) ahah his car's too low apparantly so we had to keep to the middle!..bizness excursion to centerpoint tomoz..yes! buffettt!!!!!!!!! screw the tour! really excited about that! and yehs thats about it...oh yeh apparantly** haydens leaving to sweden (ahahaa fiona drives em to suicide, i drive em to foreign countries!!)

ahaha i didnt blog about camp - well it took about 9 pages in my diary - alotta crap! lolz no jk it was fun, half the food we bought for it is lyk still here on my desk..ew..

okzz well weddings stress my family out cos terrigals reallllyyy far away..well to them (parents) and they have all these arguments about how we gona get there (sif they wanna spend 3 hrs in a car together lolz) newayz drove there..took about 3 yrz getting ready, mumz annoying me about her makeup or sumthing, wasnt listening really. i wore my browny-floral wrap dress thingo with boots and sis wore white (stupid) and dad wore the only suit he owns lol and mum..*sighs*dw!

went to woy woy first (where ryanz parents live -ryans my cousin, he's funny and super lazy) and stayed there with my baby cousin alek (ryans sisters son..sooo cute) and hes 3 now, n randomly throws tantrums! but hes so cute newayz, took fotoz with him! mostly of him! hehehzz then the wedding was at 130 at terrigal so yeh all went there..

got there it was freeezzing cold, met up with cousins..raiza n jane and omg i had to read a sh*tload agaiinn! umm to the ceremony, the pianoplayer had a shakira voice! the dresses were coral (bridesmaids) and tarita (she's lyk aussie i think?..blonde) was in white strapless beaded..really pretty gown and they all had frangipanis in their up-do`ed hair! so pretty!! so weird not being part of the bridal party...groomsmen had coral ties...no they were not supersexyandfilo which i EXPECTED lol!(omg there was sum other guys..friends>not that sexy,,but FILO one was .BUT TAKEN..*sighs*

newayz i read the first reading,, ahaha so scared! as i got to practice about 5 mins before the wedding! n raiza read prayer of the faithful with all the other ppl from taritas side. umm so yeh really nice ceremony, cord, veil etc..awww alek was the ringboy, so happy he went the right way! and he didnt run or scream or sumthing lol n after that fotoz..n more fotoz, n then to the receptionnn!!

wellz we got there early (after gettting lost) it was at a golf club, overlooking the beach, the bridal party went crowne plaza for fotoz and took ages to come to the function room, so we were playing with the vending machine - ..we had no food! and yehs chatted with cousins etc aunties..*Sighs*

umm then bridal party came, speeches etc cake apparantly her best friend forced her to go talk to him at a train station after formal shopping..TOO CUTE! cos its ryan! we love him! theyre lyk 24ish i tihnk?? newayz first n second courses,, omg i couldnt taste netihng cos of my stupid blocked nose!pis mee offff! but yeh it felt good?ahaha sounds bad. funny bits...dad was pissed and sadly at our table (which is why me n raiza kept sitting at the lil kids table..flower girls n yeh) and dad took the chair cover off and acted lyk a pirate *sighs* scary really, and we all tried to get drunk but nooo there was lyk nothing to get drunk on!

auntys asked same questions..*u gota bf* omg so embarassing they were trying to set s up with random filo guys on the other table..i know..my dream come true right? WRONG omg auntys so ..EMBARASSING no its ok we didnt get up and tlk or nething! umm after all the *formalities* the mC sucked btw.. dancing, so cute! didnt know their wedding song tho>summ sorta rnb artist..newayz it sucked cos the music was gay azzzz, omg this azn guy and the other groomsmen breakdanced..OMG socoolsocool! n yehs went home..ok i have to go shut eddy UP!lol

ok ...hey its bn awhile hey! ahah screw this blog i have a diary! newayz well i lost my computer for a while, and got it back about two weeks ago. I am extremely lazy so i dint wanna blog..but myt aswell, nothing to do.

umm term 2 holz...

• work
• movies
• slept over fionaz house (omg..no way!)
• assignments
• getting drunk and doing bad things
• 17 bruises and a cut on lower back

our group didnt go out once! *glares* hmmz if i blogged earlier i could remember what exactly happened, lyk the fun things worth blogging about? well i can say one thing, getting drunk isnt as fun as it may seem. smirnoff does horrible things to you! im all bruised and cut n whatever! n half my clothes are ruined! and ppl think ima SCL**t..but the weird thing was that i was allowed to go (even tho i lied n said it was samaraz 16-oh n she told her dad it was my 16th..and he took me back to fionaz house)

fionaz house is lyk my second house, im there when i aint at home! n if im craving noodles lol

movies ive seen..

just my luck - at banx with charlotte..movie stopped halfway thru so got a free ticket! and i used this ticket to watch..

pirates of the carribean! (harharhar) with fiona monday night..it was funny ..and cold!..well thats all i can remember? im not sure if i saw nemore?

works bn same old - omg since troyz (aka zack) partay on thurs night i've realised ivan n hayden are not bestfriendsbestfriends! ahah their friend mike! is cuuuttteee! i said it lyk once and evryone thinks i'd lyk die for him...*cc* a bit too quiet for me..bn training zack - so weird. cos we've brawt our social relo..n work relo..together and yeh..weird

well ive gota wedding tomoz!! ryan n terita! at terrigal....i dont remember ryan (cousin) being with ne1 else bsides her...aww too cute!! families bn arguing aobut how we gona get there!

im sorta looking forward to school (andcatchingthebustoseeIVAN) lol jkz. because school takes up ur whole mind and you wont b craving alcohol (jk)

atm chatting to ben (fionaz ben) aabout nothign, and eddy, again about nothign. me n him are lyk scary close now! tried dat *dont talk to me as long as u can game* he lost (for the record) so yeh i got $20! (not sure if heknows about it yet)

charlotte! happy i bloggged? stephz bn sick as well! well im getting tired. dont want panda eyes for tomoz!